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That smile, I'd do anything to keep you happy my friend. And if I ever get to where I know you are headed first, I'll make sure to keep that gate open for you.  I'll stick my head out and block that lock, make sure you can squeeze through. I'm tired of all your friends knocking at your door, taking all your kindness for a stroll. My dear friends, I'll patiently wait here for you. Don't close that gate, you haven't let the best through. I'd do what it takes, to make you smile more. I'll take a bruise from a lock.  Make your world a little brighter, give you what you deserve. Please don't close that gate, I'll wait for you.  I'll stick my head out to make sure you make it through.  And if that kicks me out, I know that you'll be good hands.  I hope that everyone can understand. I'll stick my head out, chance all that I have so I can wait here for you.  I hope that someone finds the time to wait for me too.

It's what I wake for.   It's what drowns my mind when I go to bed.  The craving that has no substitute when it is satisfied, yet each dose makes the depths of my desire that much deeper.  Your words, obsessed, compulsive, addicted, all wash right over me.  My words, devoted, passionate, and committed keep me going.  It's my fuel, it makes me happy, it gives my life meaning, and without it I would wither away.  Some say I should slow down or completely stay away.  The weak wither in the difficult path, when I face my desires with dedication and pure want. Some say I should keep it going, it's my life and I should enjoy what I have.  They don't understand the need, staring into the bright side blinds your eyes. However they perceive this unity, I can't let it go.  I will make it mine, control it all.  I feel my desires wrap around it, my actions react to keep it safe, to keep it mine.  I want to b...

You kind hearted people, please take care of yourselves.  We adore you deeply and don't want to see anything bad happen to you. We want you to live forever, have big families and lots of kids. Travel the world and experience all the wonders this earth offers.  New technology, new entertainment, new fashion, new everything. There is so much to do and we want you to experience it all.  Be well and kind to yourself, we need more people like you in the world.  Treat yourself every chance you get. We care about your well being, stay on our planet longer so you can eat healthy longer.  Buy more fruits and vegetables, we even got you a pluot. Stay healthy, shop longer, we need more consumers like you. We want your kids to grow up and love the things you love, watch the show you love to watch, have the same taste you love to taste. Big happy families, take care of your loved ones.  Raise your little consumers with the best intentions. ...