Over the counter love….


Dear, I love you so much.  Is it how you let me be the person I am? Do you accept all my faults?  Let me fail without judgment?  I feel that we are tied by the soul and we share the same thoughts, the same feelings, the same mistakes, and the same successes.  You complete me… complete…. No more growth, no more change? I love you, I can’t live without you, like the air I breath, like the food that sustains me, like my favorite ice cream, like a drug.  A drug that makes me feel good and take me away from this world that measures me.  No, you are not a drug, not something I am addicted to, I feel like I can’t live without.  You are not something that makes me feel good and no one understands why I feel this way about you but thinks that I would be better off without.  You make me feel good, you let me be who I am, whatever that may be.  I could be great, I could be an ass, I could just be and never try.  That is what makes you great, you make me feel like I am something different.  Not like a drug, a need, an addiction.  I really love you, I really do, I just need you to never leave me because I don’t know what I would do.

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